Today is April 26th, a day that will forever be a bittersweet day. I need to first and foremost take a minute to wish my sweet Aunt Debbie a happy birthday. As writing this brings me to tears I can't help but miss you and have a heavy ache in my heart. I miss you every day- but today, our special day, has been and always will be the hardest. I see you in a beautiful sunset, I hear you in the laughter of people around me, but it's not the same as once celebrating with you. Our bond was so strong; from sharing my first moments with you to growing up right beside you. My heart, passion, love and hard working qualities came from you. You touched the lives of every person (good or bad) you came across. Always willing to help others with open arms and a constant smile. But, if I know one thing you would not want any tears cried for you from someone you love. So instead of hurting on our day I am going to celebrate. Not only will I be celebrating my life but yours as well. As sad that I am that you're gone, I am so happy that you truly lived. I hope to inspire, love and laugh for all the days of my life, just like you.
"For my Daughter on your birthday, I'm not going to offer you any wisdom about life- you're doing just fine. And I won't remind you to be happy, because you already have a gift for finding happiness and sharing it. All I want is to give you a few simple words to carry in your heart- I love you, believe in you and I just can't imagine anyone ever having a daughter more wonderful than you".
This was the birthday card I received from my mom. I am never one to boast about myself, however this card couldn't be more true in regards to the life I am living. For this birthday I hoped to be living in some place new, surrounded by people i'd never met, living a life for me. I made it all possible. I am so so so happy to celebrate another year of this life. Birthdays are a new start; fresh beginnings, a time to start new endeavors with new goals. A time to move forward with fresh confidence and courage. I am blessed to continue my journey in life.
Thank you for every friend and family member who has made not only my birthday(s) a happy one, but every single moment. I am truly blessed to have so many people who love and care about me.
Cheers- to 24 happy years and many more to come.
-A
